About To Leave ( #ngantukversion #have-nothing-to-do )

Well well hello there!

It's me again in #2016 with hopefully new and improve skills and traits hahaha

As you know, that I've been accepted in one of the Studienkollegs in Germany so therefore I have to leave soon right?

Oh my God. Time flies so quickly. Sekarang udah 2016 aja. Udah mau berangkat aja. Udah tiba-tiba mau kuliah aja. Padahal kemarin-kemarin masih SMP, bahkan SD. Melewati masa-masa metamorfosis yang sampai sekarang belum sempurna.Scrolling trough your own blog 'til the very first post you posted is actually an adventure hahaha

Recalling the dumb version of yourself sitting in front of your old laptop in your mind and suddenly those crazy memories really tried to drag you back but you refused to do so, because you're here now. About to face bigger challenges which the world has a lot to offer. Second guessing whether you should or should not, do or do not.

Huh. 2015 is just a memory now. I remember this day a year ago. I was so nervous about the upcoming National Exam. Friends were starting to be more focus, learned a lot harder and more intensive. But yet there was I. Slacking off while others were busy building their dreams. Orang-orang udah pada tau mau kemana, jurusan apa. Dan gua?? Hahaha

"oh udah mau kuliah, ya?"

"jurusan apa ya yang cocok.."

"kenapa sih di Universitas ini? Kenapa gak di Uni itu aja?"

"Sistem SNMPTN gimana sih?

Clueless. Had totally no idea. Ain't giving a single shi* about this particular problem.

Tapi sekarang? Still have no idea lol jk. Finally. Tau sekarang mau kemana. Dulu cuma bisa didiktein orangtua. Sekarang udah bisa memutuskan masa depan. Perlahan-lahan tapi pasti. Semoga langkah-langkah kita senantiasa dipermudah oleh Yang Maha Kuasa.

Leaving for Germany in 21st January 2016 00.25

Wish me luck

I hope you can all achieve a lot of happiness this year

May the terror that occured yesterday give us no fear. Stay safe, stay brave.

The light is just in the end of this tunnel.